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I’d really apprecaite some feedback on this. I’m a 30 year old male, 5’10, slim, in reasonably good health. I do suffer from depression and anxiety and have taken medication for both conditions.
Recently, I have had some blood tests. My GGT came back 95 and my ALP came back 129. My bilirubin is normal and there is no swelling in my liver. No jaundice either. Yesterday, I had an ultrascan in light of these high values. The report is cellular liver damage due to either ethanol, drug induced, or inflammation. I also have high cholesterol (6.3), and certainly do not exercise enough.
I do not take drugs, seldom drink, and have a conservative sexual history. I have, however, taken various anti-depressants (Prozac and Citalopram). I have also taken diazepam through the years, here and there.
Symptomatically, I experience tiredness perhaps once or twice every week. I experience headaches and mild dizziness, too. It is often to assess whether these symptoms are due to depression/anxiety.
My question is: (1). what could I be dealing with? (2). Whose opinion would you value more – a radiologist or a GP? I ask this because, when the radiologist saw my scan, within 2 seconds he said drug induced liver damage. Whereas the GP somewhat disputed this.

Have been on opiates/opioids since age 13 since I have chronic myelogenous leukemia since then, and even before that, it took years to diagnose, so I was probably ill for quite a while.
I’ve been on every painkiller available on the market here is order of the drugs I first took.
Pentazocine, Nalbuphine, Codeine, Oxycodone, Morphine, Hydromorphone, Fentanyl, Methadone.
I have also tried various other medications including: Nabilone (analogue of THC the main chemical in marijuana) Marinol, Flurazepam, Clonazepam, Lorazepam, Diazepam, Temazepam, Triazolam, Zopiclone, Zolpidem, Zaleplon, and even Ketamine, which I thought was strange.
Turns out Ketamine is prescribed to humans in my country, and it’s the most effective pain reliever I have ever used, the problem is it makes you feel very dissasociated with your body, and you literally feel nothing. You could chop off your arm, and not feel it. Your body becomes numb. It comes in a vial, and u inject it into your skin on your arm or hip. also, it can be used under the tongue. I felt really depressed on it and I had to stop taking it, but it’s really an amazing drug for pain.
Methadone is the last pain reliever I tried, at age 18, and it gives me profound euphoria unlike anything I ever experienced, except with Oxycodone when I first started taking pain relievers.
The euphoria is what distracts me from the pain in my body, and it’s an amazing painkiller BUT, I’ve read on the internet it’s not addictive and produces little to no euphoria. I find this to be totally false. Its EXTREMELY STRONG, and makes you feel extremely inebriated/intoxicated.
Does anyone else find this?
I think it’s actually pretty dangerous, It slows my heart rate to 55-60bpm, when normally it is 80bpm. I also become quite itchy all over and warm, sweaty.
It’s very detrimental to my sex life as well. But I would not be able to live without it.
I think the reason I’ve made it this far (Leukemia for 11 years) has something to do with not being in pain and having a better state of mind and not being totally tired out and stressed from pain.
Does anyone else find it is causes profound euphoria?
Or is it just me and my body chemistry?

I started off on 5mg of Lexapro, and have now reached 60mg. I intend to raise it to 70mg, then to 80mg, then 90mg, then 100mg. And if that doesn’t work, I will run it up to 150mg. I am on Diazepam and Bromazepam (Sedatives). Also, I’m on Seroquel, which sometimes I need up to 2000mg a day, (2 grams). The problem is I’m agitated and nothing helps take it away. When I go over 1500mg of Seroquel, it starts having a reverse effect and I get severely restless. My question is…What can I take to stop the anxiety and the irrratability? I NEED a really hardcore, powerful drug, stronger than Seroquel. What drugs are more sedating? What drugs are more tranquilizing? I want something to blow my head off. I need to feel relaxed. Any ideas?

A friend of mine is soon having an MRI because they injured their shoulder.
They have many allergies and have already experienced anaphylaxis from a bee sting in the past. They told me they already spoke to their doctor as far as contrast material, and they were told that only distilled water will be used. Is that possible — distilled water with nothing mixed to it? Also, my friend had two major brain surgeries a couple of years ago, and the doctors said the MRI might cause problems because of that, but apparently that’s the only test they’re willing to perform.
My friend was also told to take 5 mg of valium 30 minutes prior to the test, and such dosage of diazepam always literally knocks them unconscious for hours. They suffer from arrythmias and used to take blood thinners in the past.
Is there any real expert in the medical field who could tell me anything useful I might want to let my friend know before they go in for the test?
Thank you.

anyone tried either of the above drugs, any side effects and did either help, if so after how long?
i have tried tramadol, codeine, diazepam the lot, now doc given me these, my back in the last two weeks is loads worse than has been in 7 months i have been off work, why does nothing work?