Does Anyone Get Profound Euphoria From Methadone?
Have been on opiates/opioids since age 13 since I have chronic myelogenous leukemia since then, and even before that, it took years to diagnose, so I was probably ill for quite a while.
I’ve been on every painkiller available on the market here is order of the drugs I first took.
Pentazocine, Nalbuphine, Codeine, Oxycodone, Morphine, Hydromorphone, Fentanyl, Methadone.
I have also tried various other medications including: Nabilone (analogue of THC the main chemical in marijuana) Marinol, Flurazepam, Clonazepam, Lorazepam, Diazepam, Temazepam, Triazolam, Zopiclone, Zolpidem, Zaleplon, and even Ketamine, which I thought was strange.
Turns out Ketamine is prescribed to humans in my country, and it’s the most effective pain reliever I have ever used, the problem is it makes you feel very dissasociated with your body, and you literally feel nothing. You could chop off your arm, and not feel it. Your body becomes numb. It comes in a vial, and u inject it into your skin on your arm or hip. also, it can be used under the tongue. I felt really depressed on it and I had to stop taking it, but it’s really an amazing drug for pain.
Methadone is the last pain reliever I tried, at age 18, and it gives me profound euphoria unlike anything I ever experienced, except with Oxycodone when I first started taking pain relievers.
The euphoria is what distracts me from the pain in my body, and it’s an amazing painkiller BUT, I’ve read on the internet it’s not addictive and produces little to no euphoria. I find this to be totally false. Its EXTREMELY STRONG, and makes you feel extremely inebriated/intoxicated.
Does anyone else find this?
I think it’s actually pretty dangerous, It slows my heart rate to 55-60bpm, when normally it is 80bpm. I also become quite itchy all over and warm, sweaty.
It’s very detrimental to my sex life as well. But I would not be able to live without it.
I think the reason I’ve made it this far (Leukemia for 11 years) has something to do with not being in pain and having a better state of mind and not being totally tired out and stressed from pain.
Does anyone else find it is causes profound euphoria?
Or is it just me and my body chemistry?
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